staircase..
sibei dirty this area.. got cockroaches

the time now is 12.09am.. i dunno where the hell i am but i've walked for 1 and a half hours already, non-stop and carrying the darn heavy laptop. been searching for unsecured wireless network and finally found. haiz i wore slippers and walked so much.. now my toe hurts.. damn hot now also zzz. sian sia laptop de battery left 1hour 40mins.. wad am i going to do after that.. sleep? i think i go buy things eat and drink ba.

What happened? Why emo?

k just now finally earned 2400 couple points in audition. den straight away went to do love party and passed on first attempt. after that talked to one of my audi cpl's fren.. told her i wish me and her could be together in real life. den bla bla bla.. she say i shorter than my audi cpl.. say i so short.. den i asked her if liddat should we just remain as audi cpl and she said yes.. i suddenly feel very sad.. i really love her.. and IF height is the reason, what can i do? i can become non-vegetarian, i can change myself for the sake of being with her but height? wear high heels ar? damn.. i THINK i noe why she didn't want to answer my call and such le ba.. maybe is cause my height? i dunno.. i dun dare to ask.. wad if she say it is? wei she me must liddat treat me? why so short.. fuck la.................tdrfgvhjbknhvgcxztykuikmnjbyf6dtcgvhbjuyt

is it really my height that is the problem? if yes den how? i really wish to be her boyfriend.. i myself wont mind de.. but if she mind.. haiz.. wo bu dong gai zhe me ban.... argh! hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!