roar! just logout from audi. today was a bad day.. cause in sch during oral communication lesson have to discuss on groupwork.. den got some conflicts between my group members.. i dunno who to side la.. so caught in the middle.... fck man.. den in the end one of my fren request for change of group.. very jialat right? i also dunno wad to do... all their attitude so BAO ZAO.. so easy jiu angry and argue.. sua la i just hope can be normal again..

i also wish i can be a loner and solo finish poly life.. but impossible la.. poly means groupwork/projects... if solo sure hard to do things de.. damn sia... life!!! is!!! so!!! complicated!!!.. why i not born in those poor countries where ppl farm their own food and can survive jiu hao le. since no need worry bout job.. can eat own food and farming also can kill time... u rip wad u sow and u'll feel happy. farm life so stress free somemore.. providing the land is urs la den no need worry bout landlord.

anyway.. i've thought it through le la on my bus rideS to and fro to sch.. i think breakup is really the best decision lor. i like her and she like me but it doesn't mean we are meant to be.. she make a good fren la but i dunno how face her again.. haiz.. forget it maybe thats the price to pay.. i'll miss the days we were together.. i wan to get better now!! in audition i mean.. ytd was still ok.. i can press damn fast! but today totally shyt.. damn la when will i improve?!?!!?!? tamade...

shall go sleep now.. tired le. tmr wake up 5.30am.. zzz sch end at 3.30pm -.-