tears flowed out once again last night but it ended fast. maybe i was wrong afterall ba. haha. dunno wad ive been thinking. oh yeah tmr have individual presentation. haiz i hate presentations... and my "interesting" topic is road safety. so zzz.. stupid me go write this topic.. regret? maybe i guess. well.. anyway tmr will be the last lesson for that module.

hmm tmr lesson at 10am no need wake up so early. shuang.. but the lesson at 10am.. i think going to die.. nvr do the quiz and the worksheet.. haiz.. nvm ba heck care.. den after sch going to complete the other online quizzes tgt with classmates. dunno is stress or wad.. im just feeling weird. and its the first time feeling so bad.. its like im breaking down.. its hard to explain how i feel.

anyway im also a little caught in the middle.. just now afternoon went in audi a while cause fren ask me on. den told me she talked to my ex audi cpl.. den she ask me isit break le jiu cannot patch anymore. i tell her not all cannot patch la got some ppl break and patch numerous times.. den she ask me why dowan patch with the ex audi cpl. den i told her as if i am good. cause i noe im not a gd lover. den she say i nvr try and nvr ask for patch bla bla bla.. say the ex audi cpl scared make me cry again. hmm if really is scared make me cry means she still care for me oo. dunno leh~~~ arrrrrrr... i really wish can be together as a couple but as i said, i am no longer confident..

she is the first girl i can really click with.. can say our mo qi hen hao? aiyah jiu shi hen nan zhao dao he ji zi you xiang tong de ren? zzz maybe i should let nature takes its course ba..

shi ni de jiu shi ni de. bu shi ni de bu guan zheme yang dou bu hui shu yu ni.. shall just wait and see..