the feeling of not able to be with the someone u love - frustration, sad

the feeling of dunno how to behave when u're around him/her - frustration,confusion

the feeling of seeing/knowing that someone is happy - elated

the feeling of seeing/knowing that someone is unhappy - worried, sad

is it true that nth is fair in this world? i hate to be unfair..

love is selfish? =( i dun wanna hurt anyone. i'd rather other ppl hurt me and be happy.

so should i back out? i really dunno. i am feeling fear,confusion,frustration,sadness.

somebody save me! vbuiservuiernavbaernbnaerbnfjkdb