我感觉到我的心有一阵阵的痛。我又充满了迷惑，不知你在想什么，好希望你能和我分享。但是你不想说一定有你的理由。不知道为什么我就会胡思乱想，想到不好的，心就痛一下。不懂该如何安慰你，我只会默默地陪在你身边，但是我的沉默也许让你更难受？我觉得好没用。看着心爱的女孩苦恼却做不了什么？或许不是做不了吧。也许是我不懂，不会。

really makes me feel so useless. =( just want you to be happy. i cant make u happy den whoever can, i hope he/she will make u happy. when i left home just now everything was fine i suppose? came back and noticed something's not right. really so confused with the change. dear if u're reading this i really need you to understand. im not blaming u at all so if u love me please dun blame yourself. because this is not my purpose alright? just wanna throw out my feelings. i will not get off the track. i'll endure and i'll give u my support whenever needed. i love you.

please dun get stressed up with finding courage to seek permission from your parents. because i dowan to see you stressed up and unhappy. i am sure we'll be an item someday. i just need you to be happy. thats wad i really and only want for now. 虽然我不知道我几时又会emo?但是我会学着等。因为我真的好爱你。