信心能改变一切
成功的道路并不平坦，有些人遇到挫折时自暴自弃，甚至是选择放弃。但是，世上成大事者没有一个是靠自暴自弃来实现自我的。相反的，他们都是不甘于自暴自弃，始终对成功抱有坚定的信念。如果您想做的事是正确的，而且您也确信如此，那么您大可放心去做，去实现您的梦想。万一遭遇挫折，不要理会别人怎么说，因为他们也许并不知道，每一项失败皆是未来步向成功的基石。没有信心的人，什么也不能做，甚至连一步都动不了。对自己的信心越强，那么能把事情办好的功率就越大。所以人的一生之中，最要紧的就是要建立对自己的自信心，如果你对自己有绝对的信心，您就可以突破任何的困难和考验，就没有什么是无法达成的目标。只要相信自己，对自己有绝对的信心，您就能改变一切。
im always lacking confidence and i need to build up confidence! roar!~
past few days a bit unwell due to a bad flu i got on friday? or was it thursday? lol maybe is thurs but worsened on friday. only got better yesterday and today still a bit of stucked nose. but no more "runny" nose lolz. i remembered friday work tat time was very xin ku when the flu war broke out. very xin ku sia wear sweater still cold and sneezing like @#%@#$ den while going home msged SOMEONE and was feeling hungry so went to breadtalk bought raisin bun to munch? den went posb to update my bank book. hoho got my 1st week's salary! den after that trained home. was still msging den dunno why i felt very emo. cause of flu ba den i think i need lots of love and care? but i just kept pretending and acting strong =X den on the train i held my tears in. so xin ku but no one was around to show me love and care but HER =D but if only SHE was by my side. lol like a weakling hor me? be a girl la gui ming.. =X den went home my parents went to starhub to deal with my hp de matter shun bian do the house phone de. changed from singtel to starhub for house de phone. i think got free outgoing sia~ heh heh but who to call -.- if only SHE can talk on phone anytime hoho. but nvm~ take it as a test~
den got a new modem from starhub for the house phone de. so i go fix lor. fix dao pek cek sia. damn frustrated and felt damn useless and angry. i wanna apologise from the depth of my heart to HER and nick who msged me but i ignored and all those who cared. =X I'M SORRY. den after that was still very emo la stupid flu cause so much trouble.. or maybe is me ba dunno how to control myself. i'll learn for the sake of YOU and me. i dun wish to hurt YOU like that again. den on saturday was keep taking turns to mood swing? a while im okay a while she's not. aiyo den very hard to guo lor. and i was on DRUG that whole day and suppose to sleep after taking de but i tahan all the way until night. i forced myself to stay awake cause im worried bout HER. was because of me i guess. but she kept on blaming herself. but i was too lethargic to console her.. aaaah! ass drug and weakling me. really felt helpless at that time seeing her like tat and soon i couldn't take it and dozed off. sorry DEAR.
Yesterday - 22.03.09
hoho another memorable day. morning woke up online audi den a while later MY COUPLE onlined =X the feeling is not right at all. a lot of silence in between and the feeling totally sucks. i couldn't take it and soon blabbered all my thoughts and feelings. felt a lot better though both of us were hurt for sure. tears even rolled down for a moment. so sad and terrible. its like always will reach a stage whereby this happens to me and the couple. ALWAYS. and always i'll tend to give up when this happens or the other partner will give up. im so glad yesterday it didn't happened. i'm growing! i'm changing! but it isn't enough! still got whole lot of improvement for myself. and i'm proud of you for being so strong and not giving up on me when you're not experienced in all these. no word can describe how much i love you. I HOPE you know it too my precious.. den everything went well for the whole afternoon. =D at evening i kept thinking if should get married in audition with HER! cause i wan us to change ign(in-game-name) den proceed with the wedding but i didnt had enuf cash at that moment for changing igns and for the wedding. she spent a lot on my couple wear le its time i do my part. and the date very nice too.. 22.03.09 we coupled on 11.03.09 and i remember HER suggesting a very interesting and creative couple ign for us. ~x3TWOgether and ~x3TWOever so after a while i decided to go top-up cash while coming up with a WHITE LIE =X den chiong home and PROPOSED! though i wont say is very romantic? roar~! but i still HOPE she appreciate and love me. xD anyway she accepted my proposal and we practised for bout an hour before the real thing. then when start so stress sia i saw HER keep getting perfects while i get greats and even missed. but SUDDENLY we sync many~ required only 5 but we got 8! hoho so happy la! will post some screenshots later =X
I'm loving HER more each day but i'm also more scared of losing her.. just hope we can become real steads and keep her by my side.. i seriously need confidence man! i'm not ready. dunno about her but i think better not ba now. finish her o's den say ba. scared her parents also wont accept us sia. OMG confidence~~ roar! maybe i can build up at least more confidence if i achieve good results? keep my hair short? erm.. dunno leh. roar haven stead i think so much liao -.- k ba post dao here. i upload pics below.
when will the day come...... is it far away.....?
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