hey hey~ time to update. these few days had some ups and downs.. but today is still the best! xD hopefully its her best too.. cause we went on a date? =X went to town walk den after that go PS walk.. time pasts so fast when i'm with her.. when happy thats why feel time past fast ba. im really very very fortunate and happy to have this girlfriend.. really very satisfied le have her. my life really filled with love ever since that fateful night of confession, 06/03/2009 i'll nvr forget unless i kena accident den lose diao memory.. i dunno leh but i feel that i really could be a better boyfriend lor.. i compare myself to others.. like lots and lots of improvement i can make.. but i dunno how sia.. wad if i dun improve and she starts to get sick of me.. i noe she say she wont but im just scared lor.. scared of the obstacles in the near future.. will we be able to overcome them? or fall and both get hurt? nvm 船到桥头自然直? dun think so much ba..

xin ku ni le baobei~ noe you're also having ups and downs like me.. really i dunno how to an wei u.. but im always with you, always. i love you loads~ i will miss going out with you, ur hands, ur shoulder and ur smell scent.. =X hao ai ni~

anyway yinghui i really am disappointed in u.. u kept saying we dun believe you and nvr give u chance explain? go think back.. who is the one kept on lying to us right from the start all the way till the end? speak on the phone can still continue lie sia.. thats the most disappointing part.. we believed you alright.. but we realised we were fooled completely la.. and we gave u chanceS to tell us truth even after we found out ok.. yet u chose to continue lying and lying and lying.. how can we believe you.. if we dun treat u as good friend we wont even bother giving u any chance lor. straight away fan lian le. if you told us the truth at least it wont be like wad happened i swear.. at least u show some repentance? no you didn't.. you continued lying and say as if u did nth wrong.. u are very very wrong in fact. if u had problems with nick you can tell him you can tell us. not try to do something which u said was to make him give up on u. even if u said u do it so can make him give up on u, den why bother to hide ur identity, super-woman? all the more u should let him see u with another guy right? but u having such tot already let us feel disappointed le.. so selfish u noe? all u think is you, den him leh? we should have seen ur true colors earlier man.. u even lied to nick about your new pet dog nicki? it was actually ur ex de pet? u said is u buy de? u told me is ur ex ask u take care de? i really dunno if u are lying or not right now as i think back. but i noe for sure u lied to one of us.. wad i can say is we gave u chances but it is u who wasted them and still wanna say u're not in the wrong.. we're very very disappointed in u yinghui.. but i have to tell u.. all these while before this incident we really treat u as our good friend, jie jie.. rmb tat time i even approached u by calling u when something happened for my relationship with sherry? think.. why i call u? why not other ppl? cause u are one of the closest friends i have le.. seriously i hope you will think back and change for the better. if got fate we'll still be friends again someday.. btw just to let you noe, we really missed the times we had together in the pasts.. but wad u did is simply too difficult for us to forgive.. especially when u show no signs of repentance.. u think we are happy? i can tell u truthfully we're not.. in fact we are upset.. sherry even cried.. and nick leh? tell you something, you took him for granted, not many can accept their love one to have another virtual cpl/online cpl one.. ur ex can because he doesn't play audi. nick plays audi leh.. and u got urself another husband? and ur reason is he also not ur real stead. when he go play with his mei only, u complain like #%@$%#$^ den wad about you? yours is far worst than his.. urs not even kor or wad.. is husband leh.. think about it la.. u noe it hurts and the feeling sucks.. and worst still is he found out on his own.. and he even told us not to say you le.. see how gd he is ma? he nvr wan to scold u or see u get scolded leh.. ok i think i've said enough.. just go think through it ba yinghui..