just reached home =) lol my girl hacked my account xD i wont kill her, i love her. crazily in love with me? =X

today i totally dun feel like my usual self.. like blank.. i feel stress.. what if i can't make it..? but i will try my best.. maybe even if i have to start changing to a new style : hardworking/nerd/lifeless? wad if at the end it still doesnt work out.. and i drift further somemore? ever since i started sch already like less smses during weekdays.. the more she wans me, the higher expectation i have for myself.. cause i really wish it wont end and to not end means i need to at least let her be happy or satisfied, her parents have to be able to trust me and etc. zzz hate to repeat but i dun really have height, looks, wealth and~ i'm a VEGETARIAN -.-

ok bottomline is i'm stress but i'll try my best for our sake.

i love you too