hoho i just reached home bout half an hour ago. went to meet dear after going the seng kang temple as she said got something to give me =D so i bused there and met dear at bout 10.15pm den dear gave me her doll! erm not really barbie doll those type. is a girl which she make and color with filter paper,paper and straws. creative huh my baby? if want see the picture can go her blog see. den we went walk walk, bishan park(dun xiang wai) haha den walk somemore den dear jiu need go home le.. =( so we hugged and kissed =D dear's hug always so wonderful~ hehe her kiss always so powerful~ *win~

yesterday was especially high la.. =XXX err u noe u noe... lol we kissed for like 15 or 20mins? then my hands moved about? =XXX *shy.. but its my best kiss! dear shocked dao but luckily nvr push me away and slap me. our first french kiss.. awwwwww makes me imagine even now.. our warm, wet tongues moving around. okokokokok dun say le this type of thing ar.. private and confidential. not for anyone. lol.

ok den when i reached home i showed off dear gave me de doll to mum and sis and tell them dun jealous LOL! den online dear ask me go see her blog and den update my own blog. hehe dear, its okay la regarding this afternoon. i nvr blamed u for anything. instead i should be the one saying sorry for cant understand and cant console u. then she found some this interesting thing from a website? It's about [How to know whether a man truly loves you!] haha.. *pinch dear's cheek~

When:
- You know if he read this he'd try his hardest to do all these things just to make you feel loved =XXXX
- He calls you while on a date with someone else.
- He gets mad at you and call you up in the middle of the night just to say I'm sorry and I'm wrong, please forgive me baby.
- He don't get mad when your mama gets drunk and slaps him really hard on the face!(HAHA)
- He says he cant picture being with anybody else but you.
- He asks you "Are you happy?" Then you answer "No". Instead of asking "why" he says "How can I make you happy?"
- No matter how loud you fart he still says "Good One!"
- He calls you for no apparent reason.

the above are so called those i have not accomplished according to dear. lol! the mama get drunk one very hard to have the chance ba =X but i noe i wont get mad if tat really happens baby. trust me? hehe.. okay and those below are the ones dear said ive completed =D *win~ more completed ones than not completed ones.

- He will accept you as average, even if you are fat.(SO TRUE)
- He will accept your flaws and he will say its ok no ones perfect and he's not going to tell you to change your character just to please him!
- He actually washes his hair and combs it when he comes over to see you.
- He will do anything, I mean anything to please you...
- He is willing to drive 3hrs every day just to see you even for just fifteen minutes.
- He can't sleep if he never hear your voice for the whole day.
- He talks to other girls and says he has a girlfriend and she's the best....
- You make a joke and he will laugh whether its funny or not...
- He will never put you last, you will always be number one in his life.
- He searches your eyes to see if you really love him
- He wants to be around you. You don't have to ask him to come over, he will come over.
- He sees you and his face just lights up and he smiles just because he saw you.
- He is trying to pacify you if you don't trust him, to trust him
- He is there for you no matter what time it is
- You tell him to leave and he don't but instead he tells you he is in love with you and want nobody else but you.

baby, i love you loads.. life is full of ups and downs, changes happen be it big or small, whether we want or not. its all fated, like how we are fated to meet each other and become lovely couple now. yes, people leave us and also time waits for no one.. life is just like a one-way bus trip or mrt trip. one bus stop or station represents some experience we gain or a lesson learnt. they are many many many many many bus stops and stations which we will all go through. and one-way trip means once "toot toot toot toot toot! door closing, please mind the gap." the door closed, all that had happened is past, history. we should look forward to the next bus stop or station. baby i want to be ur bus driver or train driver. i wan to go through all the bus stops and stations with u till i die. i am always with u no matter wad. and u noe i si ban ban de not romantic, not creative, no ideas de so the only thing i think i can do is to be by ur side holding ur hands, lend u my shoulders, hug u close to me and kiss kiss. and ya i feel tat all these isnt enough for somebody like you. i really not good enuf but i cant let u go and i wont unless i die. i cant live without u. i wanna marry u and grow old with u sherry. once again thank you very very very much for all that u did and gave me dear. i love you *hugs and kisses~

i shall post till here ba. *heavy eyelids. goodnight =D