I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground..
You never said a word and I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and shake me off, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, I am hurt.

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
And it's still the same

Exactly one month and one week since last update by myself. really lazy to update. now i've got so much things to update. just like pile up de homework like that. but not that stressful though. i dunno where to start from also. and i'm sure i will miss out some things here and there due to my poor memory.

okay shall start with baby coming back to sg.
i was so glad that finally baby is coming back to sg. she told me not to go to the airport cause i got sch the next day and her mother might be unhappy but i still went. i'm sturbborn i admit. den i reached airport le i waited for baby's plane to land =D so cool. its my first time going to airport to like receive someone. saw many other ppl also waiting at the arrival halls. den i kept looking at the television to see if landed already. at first show confirmed, den show landed. i was so happy when i saw landed. haha i jitao msg baby and she tot how come i so zhun know she landed liao. den she tot i at home use internet check =X den later i told her i at the arrival hall. den after that i saw baby going to take luggage den i walked to the lift super sadly. cause i dowan make her mami unhappy yet i cant hug my beloved girlfriend but only see from a distance. the feeling sucks ok. then my mood very low and i kept pretending cause i dowan to spoil baby's mood as she just came back to sg. but eventually i told her and she knew la. cannot hide from her de =X but i felt super sucky lor. she in hong kong call me talk on phone i also can talk dao make her cry. *jerk.. den she come back sg spoil her mood again. haiz.. the scene is still in my mind.. seeing baby from a distance yet cannot meet her and have to faster leave the arrival hall. nvm its over. den dunno how but eventually ok le la.

den the next day i think. we went out. met baby at outram park as i had sch that day den after sch go meet her. so happy to see my baby la. she kept saying she fat le but i dun feel it at all. still very beautiful. the cpl clothe she wearing also very nice "OUTTA MY MIND" and den a sad face at the back. baby de is black colour background and the words are pink in colour den the sad face is blue in colour whereas the one she bought for me is white background blue words and pink sad face. so cool la. her new bag also very nice. so are her medicured nails even though the fake nails de paint already cracking. den we went to city hall link de toilet to change into the couple tee =D den baby also bought me a belt and a new bumblebee, a levi's leather wallet, one couple watch which is baby blue and white and another watch which is black in colour but very nice i love it. many of my classmates say nice also. my baby got good taste =D den i went inside the toilet to change and attached the new bumblebee and wore the watch and wore the belt. after that i walked out and baby a bit xia dao cause i like extreme makeover =X den we went to sit down and transferred all the money and cards to the new levi's wallet. really very nice the wallet but starting very tough the wallet den my pocket very small also. then very difficult to put in and take out haha. den we went to the 7-eleven to buy slurpee. damn funny la cause we greedy want make very full den baby go pull the thing den like nothing came out den all of a sudden like volcano erupt like tat flow out sia. damn fast like POOF! haven even blink the eye. den very funny we very paiseh den faster like eat the flow out de. ok den after that we made our way to suntec city. den went to the koi garden there to feed the koi. baby said she young tat time also love to go there feed the koi. den she feed dao so happy i see le also happy. den after that we went to the arcade lol. keep eat our money one sia that arcade. gay shit. den after that we went to esplanade there sit and chat chat lor. really missed my baby a lot and very happy to see her again. den after that late le so we went back to bishan junction 8. den we hungry den i dunno j8 got vegetarian stall sia the food court lmao. den we went to try lor. okok la just more pricey and tastes normal lor. den after that we took bus back to baby's house there. woots lucky nvr late. on time =D

*referring to baby's posts =X forgetful

hmm ok den went to baby's house den spent the day twogether watching movie and such. den we went to a nearby coffeeshop which sells all vegetarian food de to eat. den end dao the end very funny la we were like act kua zhang the food very nice lor. den i act dao baby say i fake den i ren bu zhu i laugh and spit the noodles all out of my mouth and kuang xiao. we two kept laughing lor den i so damn paiseh. ya then after that went back to baby's house and slack a while den went home.

den next day we went to novena. hoho met my princess there. always dress dao so nice while i dress dao very casual. very weird de feeling but nvm la xi guan jiu hao. den we went to walk walk lor den we went to united square de toys 'r' us walk one round den after that went upstairs got all those tuition centres and such de. music sch, dance sch bla bla. den we thinking about future *shy.. den after that we went to eat at the ben and jerry. very nice la the ice cream. but very costly also. ordered the waffle with ice cream. i mean ice cream waffle lol. den ordered a banana and a strawberry de. lol den baby fed me water until spill on me. =XX funny also. after tat went to orchard? i also forgotten lol.

okie den next was baby going to bbq with classmates to celebrate a classmate's birthday. she dunno how to go den poor thing under the hot sun walk walk. if only i were free. i forgot wad i busy with le. den at night le baby going home but her shirt wet cause they played water so i wanted to surprised her by cycling to buang kok mrt with the dry cpl tee let baby change but na li zhi dao she nvr tell me she walking to my house there le. haha den i scared rain so brought umbrella. after that went to hougang mrt de toilet wait for baby change den after that i still got time so we cycled one big round before going back to baby's house. the umbrella very suay la cause i hang on the handle den as i was cycling the umbrella tio the turning wheels den broken lmao. den after that started drizzling as we were cycling around. haha den i rmb my baby say i very man LOL. *shuang. ok den ya we we to a 7-eleven to buy drinks and den also bought prepaid cards so can do our love party =D upgrade our audition ring. den ok lor sent baby home den i reached home le top-up and den login audi for love party. den baby got jealous as i invited 2 female friends. =| shouldn't have done so. totally spoiled her mood la. baby's mood spoiled = my mood spoiled. haiz.. den dunno wad happened but we made it through =D

ok den next was going suntec to meet baby and her cousins. at first baby tot her cousins will be going to church but suddenly her aunt told her cousins to pei baby. den i felt very weird if i go. i scared later bore baby and her cousins. den so at first decided not to meet de den i went to the koi garden there sit. saw many ppl as it was a weekend. den i keep holding back my tears. i want to meet baby de but just scared will spoil their mood. den eventually i still went to find baby and cousins. den we went walking around lor. den i treat them eat anderson ice cream. very nice la. nice thing comes with nice price lol. den after that they have to go le den i at first tot its okay la just meet baby's aunt and uncle lor no big deal. but baby seemed unwilling i dunno why. den i very sad cause i dun like to hide hide hide. i tot after her o levels jiu no need hide le but its still happening. im utterly upset and den i said goodbye to them and walked away. den baby chased me. after that she went back to her cousins there and then i walked alone to the toys 'r' us.. so lonely and so sad.. den baby said she asked her mami if can go out with me den her mami allow so she came to find me. we met but im still upset cause of wad happened just now. im happy baby came to me but the sadness overwhelms the happiness for a moment. den i hug baby and she was retaliating. hurt again but nvm. after that went to novena as we decided to eat at a vegetarian restaurant in velocity. den as we were reaching the restaurant i dunno how but a thought was in my mind that what if the restaurant kena booked by ppl who are holding a wedding banquet lmao. den i think impossible la that is shopping mall leh. den na li zhi dao so zhun sia really booked liao den we cannot eat lor. so we went to united square de pastamania eat pasta. i ate a very spicy de pasta. dunno call wad name la really very hot i tell u. den baby ate some non-vegetarian de pasta =| its okay la shui jiao vegetarian food so difficult to find. haiz den after that we bus-ed home i think. cant remember liao.

ok next was baby giving me a surprise! lol wad surprise?? she suddenly say she on her way to my house lol. so sweet of her. den we played L4D2 and den after that went to daiso to buy photo frame for her to put our pic. den we also bought a box kite, a box for baby to store the things from me and a ball pump. so total is $8 den very funny i got a lot of coins ma den we gave the cashier all coins den she =.= and den more funny de is behind got one old man queuing ma den he like du lan cause count very long. den the cashier also flare up sia tell him cannot wait den go next counter la. den after that we went to a hdb downstairs to eat pan cake. after that jiu sent baby home.

next is basketball with baby =D i cycled to baby's house. tiring de lor lol den very funny i brought my foot pump there but its faulty so couldnt pump the basketball. but luckily the basketball not say very cannot bounce so we still played lor. played abc and ya thats about it. den went to thomson plaza on my bumblebee 2 den we walked around dunno wad to eat lol. den in the end decided to eat kopitiam de breakfast set meal. we ate the french toast set =D

to be continued..