had a nap?? dunno can consider nap or not. 4pm to 10pm? had some weird dreams.. dreamt that my house has many secret passage and traps? weird huh? den i was trying to find missing hamsters which belongs to sis. maybe had some other dreams but cant recall le. *sigh*



today by right should end at 12pm but again early dismissed because we haven bought the booklet.. let off at about 10.30am. den went to foodcourt 2 with some classmates to eat. i ate the bread i brought and den a mushroom & carrot(vegetarian) tart? quite nice but like very ex? $1.60 after that wanted to go home de but got a few of them wanted to check if their poly ez-link is ready for collection. so we walk to the building but halfway through we pass by the street soccer courts so got a few of them wanted to play. den never play de went home lor. i never play because i noe i suck at it.. not good in sports.. so i help to take care of their belongings. at first no sun so very good but later on at noon.. i am being baked.. ppl play soccer i sun tan? but not tanned heng.. scared sun burn.. actually i was thinking of leaving the court la since its so hot.. but i promised to take care of their belongings so i stayed lor. den later go home take 74 and sleep. reached home had lunch den use laptop a while den slept till 10pm lor. soon i'm gonna sleep again! sleeper.. so lazy dunno can make it ma.. later keep failing tests and never submit work on time. but so far not yet start a lot of lecture so is still ok can slack..



before i sleep i read some past messages from her.. argh!! zzz i'm very confused! regrets.. thought of starting anew but i would be like such a jerk? broke ppl's heart den now wan to start anew? wtf.. haiz maybe thats a punishment for me to regret for the rest of my life hurting her? no idea how to face her again. ='( but running away also not solution? tan gui ming u suck.. SUCK!