i'm so bad. so cruel so heartless cold-blooded.i actually decided to become strangers with her. i'm out of my mind. crazy. i hurt her over and over again. more painful each and every time. i suck. i deleted every single msges which i used to store.. i deleted her from msn, deleted from friendster, divorced in audi, delete from buddy list., changed to this blog address hopefully she wont find it. i suck. i hate it! idiot! why must it be like this... i had been thinking for some time.. why did she wanted the breakup when she cant let go herself.. now its like hell for both of us.. ='( tearing again.