update update. morning woke up eat watch tv den went amk hub meet one of my 'mei mei' together with her fren. we played arcade, walk walk den they went home. i took bus 74 wanted to go school de because got drifting den since i so free just go talk cock or wad lor. got one new member go today also ma. but in the end i overslept. i missed my school de bus stop. so i took all the way to the interchange la. because the "interchange" is only for bus to stop and not for alighting. den i dunno ma i guess the driver also bo notice me because i wear black black den sit all the way back of the deck of the bus. i went down the driver like shocked. haha i just smile smile say i overslept lor. den alighted den walk to the nearest bus stop take 74 again.. den very crowded la halfway because school end? den reached my school a lot of ppl alight. but i suddenly dun feel like going. so i sit all the way back home.. zzz i very waste time hor.. haiz dunno la i am weird. monster. den reached home play audi a while. so so la.. sian. den go msn chatted with a few friends den another 'mei mei' of mine ask me help to vote for Mrs Emlyn Tan so i vote vote vote vote vote vote from just now 500+ den a lot of ppl chiong vote until about 1500 like that den maybe all go sleep or wad. left me vote i vote till now 1600 i tired le want go sleep. i feel like patching up with her but i wont. i know i'm not suitable for her. i suck. dunno if i should change my mind and just befriend her leh.. let it be like this la..